Ever Enough

Ever Enough

( A Rocket to the Moon )

No I’m never gonna leave you darling
No I’m never gonna go regardless
Everything inside of me is living in your heartbeat
Even when all the lights are fading
Even then if your hope was shaking
I’m here holding on

I will always be yours forever and more
Through the push and the pull
I still drown in your love
And drink 'til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done,
Is it ever enough

I’m hanging on a line here baby
I need more than if's and maybe's
We’ll come down from the highest heights
Still searching for the reason why
And now I know what it’s like,
Reaching from the other side
After all that I’ve done

I will always be yours forever and more
Through the push and the pull
I still drown in your love
And drink 'til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done,
Is it ever enough?

For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
Cause more than it’s hard to desert it
For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
How do we know without searching?

I will write you this song to get back what’s ours
Would that be enough?

I will always be yours forever and more
Through the push and the pull
I still drown in your love
And drink 'til I’m drunk
And all that I’ve done,
Is it ever enough?

For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
Is it ever enough?
How could we know without searching?
Is it ever enough? 

Do you ever feel, when your loved ones doesn't really love you? When all the words mean nothing but empty? How does it feel, to be cheated?

Every story has someone, who at least feels cheated, hurt, suffered. In the other word : to be laughed at. I wonder how could these people survive. It is not easy to laugh when you are the one whom everybody else laugh at.

What if it is you?

Somehow, if you really love someone, you can understand. You can't explain, but you can understand. It just.. makes sense! It makes sense why they let everyone else laughs at them. They just simply love to see them happy. There's nothing in the whole universe would make any difference, but seeing your loved ones happy.

I finally realized that perhaps I am the clown in my own story. When the other roles are busy making up beautiful stories, I let them involve me in their story. I am silly. I forgot my own story. I forget that I was the only one, the main role in my story but I ended up being a clown.

Every story has someone, who at least feels cheated, hurt, suffered, In the other world : to be laughed at. In my story : It is me.

Anyway, nothing else matter. As I see you happy, nothing else matter. Charlie Chaplin once said, "my pain may be the reason for somebody’s laugh. But my laugh must never be the reason for somebody’s pain.", it is the truth! Tell the world, who is your real girlfriend! Tell the world who exactly you want to be with! Make people laugh at me, because I thought it was me. But that girl wasn't me.

I admit I am being indelicate, but saying "I will always be yours, forever and more, through the push and the pull" makes me a little relief. At least I know I have someone to love. You know what's the best part of loving someone? When you see someone you love smiling happily with his/her right ones beside her. You will be wishing all the happiness in the world for them at that time!

So, for all that it’s worth, is it worth it? Is it ever enough? You don't expect returns from everything you do. It is enough.