Patah Hati Maksimal

Seminggu yang lalu, saya ngegodain Ika habis-habisan gara-gara Zayn Malik keluar dari 1D. Sebagai orang yang nggak nge-fans sama 1D ini adalah bahan yang mengasyikkan untuk ngerjain temen yang suka suka suka banget sama 1D *Take a note that I am not a hater either! I was joking around*

Si Ika emang kayaknya rada kesel gitu gara-gara Zayn keluar. Dan saya pun move on dari perkara Ika dan Zayn Malik. Saya kembali hidup normal, tenang, bahagia, syalala.. sampai akhirnya hari ini saya ingat semua makalah yang harus dikerjakan saya buka facebook. Ada notif komen dari status mbak-mbak ND yang menge-tag saya, itu udah lama banget, sekitar setahun lalu kalo nggak 2013. Saya baca komen-komen barunya...

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Saya nggak ingat makalah saya lagi. Saya cuma nangis. Nangis sambil izin repost.

I just can't believe it. I've been listening to them since 2008, I was only 13 years old girl. I was only middle school kid. I remember I had bad times back then in high school and their songs took me away from my life. I also remember back then in 2009 when Ryan and John left the band, I read them on the newspaper. I cried.. so hard. Ryan was my favorite member of the band and he made me dreaming that someday I could date someone like him.

After that, P!ATD isn't the same for me. Their songs aren't as great as before. Something was different but I wasn't sure what that was. I prefer their old songs than the songs on their 2 newest albums. 'Vices & Virtues' was quite good tho, but I just don't listen to 'Too Weird to Live, Too Rare to Die!' so much. I only like one or two songs in that album. Don't get me wrong, I am now almost 20 and still listening to them, their old songs mostly tho.

No Ryan, no Jon, and now no Spencer. This news hurts my heart. I know it's a cliche but I grew up with this. Anyway, I am just a fan.